I'm in DISTURBIA

I  feel..umm, I'm so frightening  , i feel I'm so lonley and lost..Don't know *sigh* 

Sometimes I feel that everything around is getting better, yet, they're worse than ever ... a feeling maybe or a reality oh GOSH I can't tell anyomre!!! 

God help my Disturbed mind .. 

I'm in DISTURBIA for real .. 

I'm so scared in getting any further step of this creepy world... ! 

Is it alright to feel that way once in awhile ?

This is a song by rihanna described it all named " Disturbia" 

Just Woow those lyrics are So TRUE ..! 

and It's a lil scary , I know , But, so thrilling